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 Labels: This is the worse day
 Today, lesson boring~ Second period which is Science... i'm attached(: Thanks for the help by Diyanah :D HEHE. I'm attached to LEN Baby at 0909am <3 ILOVEYOU lah. I've decided to let you go and let him in. Although im not as happy as other girls who have just found herself a boyf but im satisfied;D Maybe i haven't really forget about you but i've tired especially now i need to work double hard in order to forget you and love him 100% :> Afterschool, went chinatown for Koi cafe with Cassandra and Yiyang. Had the Chocolate milktea so NICE:D Then, went to eat chicken rice. Took bus to Bugis after Cassandra left. Went around the street! Omg saw many new clothing that i'm craving(: Took 32 back to C'mon then change to 105 to IMM as Yiyang wanted to buy somethings at Daiso. Bus home at 6. Now just bathe finished waiting for Boyf to reply now he's sleeping like a PIG i bet^^ And don't be so sensitive and think too much ok i really like you and not play play want [: And from now onwards love is a vsweet thing for me when i think of it(: Labels: Goodbye SUPERMAN :'(
 Labels: i don't feel anything
 I knew there was something special about you But I didn’t see that the first time I saw you But somehow in some strange way I felt a gentle tug in my heart I don’t know how, I don’t know why It may be the way you smile It may be the way you look Either way, I realized I was beginning to like you I started wishing… I started dreaming… The feeling is something I’ve never felt before It’s a wonderful feeling that sometimes makes me smile It’s a feeling that makes me all jumpy inside But it’s also a feeling that makes me want to cry I’ve watched you from a distance And I’ve longed for a single smile But all you ever gave me is longing My heart aches every time I see you and her everything It make me jealous but nothing i can do I feel warm every time I see you smile My heart beats faster every time you walk by I don’t wanna say I’m crazy about you I don’t wanna say I’m falling for you Coz it hurts to know that I would never mean anything to you And it hurts even more to know there’s nothing I can do Sometimes it makes me so sad But still, I can’t stop thinking of you I can’t say I love you, I can’t say I do For I don’t even know you And even if I wanted to… say a thing or two There’s no way I can get through So I guess I’ll just be admiring you from a distance I can’t even look at you as much as I want to There are a lot of things I don’t understand A lot of questions I don’t have answers to But one thing I know for sure I may mean nothing to you But boy, I am glad to know you! And no matter how stupid this feeling can get I’m never ashamed to admit it’s true Coz no matter how hopeless, no matter how painful God knows I’m happy there’s YOU… Labels: It's so complicated
 Watched the P.S. Man> A watchdog's tale> Youth olympic(basketball)> Love concierge> Fated to love you> Diamond Club> 72 tenants of prosperity> Guess> OH SU JUNG vs KARL till 3am. Is like the whole morning till night non-stop watching HAHA. So envious my brother he went to Scape park and watch the quarter final for Basketball if i not wrong. and its FREE! Labels: 21th August
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Today, went queenswayshp. to eat currychicken with Hazel, Yassotha and Yiyang. Sorry Lileng dint manage to pei you take handphone at town. Afterthat, Yassotha left and decided to go Hazel house for xbox;D was laughing with Yiyang at her house when playing with some funny app with Hazel iPhone(: left at 540 and home with Yiyang. Now using my Bro iPhone to update my blog and fb. lazy to on comp~
Labels: I doubt so
Yesterday, lesson was boring. Got my result for D&T! And I pass;d did slightly better than mid-year. Got 27/50(: aftetschool, went hawker with Cassandra, Hazel, Yassotha and Yiyang. After lunch, I and Yiyang went the nearby ntic to see the cake all that first afterthat, the rest came. Went to the playground to keep Yassotha accompany and try not toilet her suspect HAHA. And we decorating the cake, Darren and Terrence came and the cake we've decorated is like omg. We ruin the whole cake! And can't be eaten at all:( hais, I know we shouldn't spend money on decorating and we should just buy a normal cake. Then, actually wanted to watch the last arbender but then no time so went balestier for after shock with Hazel and Yiyang.reached shaw plaza about 430 and watch the 445 show. After all the moovee is so moving lah!! Crying atw! Rate5/5. Ended at 7 likethat and bus home with Hazel.
Labels: Is it really true
 Today, HAAPY 16TH BIRTHDAY YASSOTHA<3 although today you dint come school... But nevermind tomorrow come can already^^ Anw,school per normal. Had my Chinese and English result(: Chinese got 82/100 total;D English Paper2 got 40.5/60 but teacher said that Paper1 26 people failed:( Hope im not included. So, now Cpa Pratical got 33/50 if i not wrong and add up 2paper got 62/110 and this 3 subject i passed! Only D&T haven't know. Dint have much confident in passing that subject:/ Afterschool, Went Tiong with Cassandra, Hazel and Yiyang. Had our lunch at Eighteen Chef and had Baked rice so niccceeee(: Help Diyanah buy hairspray and homed. Now it's raining cats and dogsD: Changing my blog song soonnn.
 Sunday, wakeup at around 2+ hehe. Damn tired. Around 4, went to IMM to buy my things . And went to look for pimple cream . And one of the sales girl told me that i don't have much pimple is just the pimple scar:( But can be cured b'cause is still red HENG manzxc!! Bought 2 facial product and the person said that my skin will look better than now. Hope it'll:D And Mum bought vitamin for me too. Got my solution and Conditioner finally. Bought other stuff at Gaint and Daiso. Home at 7+ Labels: What if i turn back the time?
Labels: Overjoy
 Nothing much for lesson. After assembly, those whistle, noise maker, balloons and flags will given out and we'll like so excited! Went outside and cross to the opp side. Everyone was making alot of noise shout here shout there including me HAHA. All ends at 2likethat. Afterthat, I,Cassandra, Felicia and Hazel went to the bus stop to find Joycelyn and Yiyang. And off we go Plazasin for moovee and lunch(: And Felicia treat us to Swensen Thanks:D And moovee treat=) Ate the chicken baked rice. Then, Joycelyn and Yiyang went down to look for cake and the rest of us bring her to Istana park first. Bring Felicia walk around just not to let her notice the cake afterthat everything settled and the birthday song! Actually at Swensen there's already a free birthday cake specially for her and we wanted to buy her and bring it over Swensen but then they dont allowed outside cake so, we bought her another cake. Watched the Phua Chu Kang so hilarious and some touching part(laughs) Rate 4/5. Around 530 come out and took 77 to Clementi and 105 to IMM due to the money that Yiyang owe the Giodarno so accompany her to return. Walked around and 9+ home:/ Alone at home as all went out for dinner. Labels: HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
Today, using the sch comp now. Just finished my D&T project now left checking only HAHA. Afterschool, going Juronpoint and Imm to look for purple shirt for tomorrow. Yesterday stayed at workshop till 530 damn hungry dint eat lunch at all. Afterthat, home.
Labels: what is this??
Today, it's raining cats and dogs now. Now using comp at sch again. Know some of the papers marks by now already. Maths Paper1-16/50 Paper2-20/50, Science Paper1-17/40 Paper2-23, Cpa Paper-29/60 So there's no sub i pass currenltyD: Left English, Chinese, D&T and Cpa pratical to go.Had to stay back after school for D&T left abit more to do. Maybe later Hazel coming back to find me and go find Felicia at Queensway together to look for purple t-shirt.
Idk what's the feeling im feeling for you now. But i don't feel anything when seeing you maybe i can really forget everything but now the things you do with her like the pictures... I've been thinking over and over again is it possible for you and her to be together? if it is what am i suppose to do? I should have forget you by now so at least when you really in a realtionship with her i won't feel so heart pain:( I'll try my vbest to concentrate on my "N" level and not anything else... Labels: I've given up this time
Today, went out about 805 to school for D&T project. Now at sch comp lab using(: Just finish with my contexual use photos and playing my DS. It's raining outisde hope it'll stop soon. Eating lunch with Diyanah later at Mac and maybe meeting Yiyang to Clementi later if she can wakeup on time:D
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Today, going to meet Yiyang later on. To Clementi-Vivo-Central-Clarkquay(bridge). But i doubt she havent wakeup-.- Meanwhile, checking for new adventure places to go HAHA. Will update once i reached home or maybe tomorrow. CIAOS~
Edit~ Meet Yiyang at Holland 3pm. Afterthat, dint make it to Clementi but straight to Vivo(: Sad this year Cold storage dint give out the national day tattoo:( Then, bought our sushi off to Central Aalkaff bridge slack till 7 then, to Liang court. When we tanding near a ice shaping performance, a guy suddenly stand beside me and ask whether want to have lunch with him tomorrow? HAHA. Then, i told him i don't know him and he said can go out with me tomorrow anot is like WTH? damn funny lah haha. About 8+ took 195 to Great world walkwalk till 9+. This year National day is not as fun as lastyear:( And when we can see fireworks our phone low batt-.- So dint take many pic earlier on:/ Labels: HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
  Often, we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to.. Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them.. Or we’ve stopped to care.. Sometimes goodbye…is a painful way to say I love you.. But how can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when you’re all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can’t see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart? The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.. Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face… But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. Sometimes I wish I had never never met you.. Because then I could go to bed at night… Not knowing there was someone like you out there. I don’t know what to do now that we’re apart; I don’t know how to live without the other half of my heart. Maybe if I had just looked away that first day you came towards me everything would be different. And my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now. I always know looking back on the tears would make me laugh.. But I never know looking back on the laugh would make me cry. A million words wouldn’t bring you back…I know because I’ve tried.. Neither would a million tears..I know I’ve cried.. They say that if you love someone you should let them go, But they never say what to do when they don’t come back. I don’t remember us but when I do… It brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye. I will never regret loving you… only believing you loved me too… How can I love again… When I can’t stop loving the one that hurt me so much? My heart only fought for what it wanted. Now my heart is having to fight to let you go. Every moment I spend by your side, I feel a stab within my heart… As I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes… Are truly the blood from my broken heart… Every morning I wish it were night again… For it is only at night and in the depth of my dreams that I can feel you.. If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it was truly meant to be. They say “never regret the past because at one point everything was what you wanted” but what if what I wanted then makes me cry. I thought I would die if I couldn’t have you. Now that I know I can’t have you, death seems inferior. I cried when I know I lost you, afraid I had lost it all. Then I realized that losing you, didn’t have to mean I lost me. Only love can break a heart; only love can mend it again. How can I see what’s in front of me, when I’m blinded by tears.. Love can come and go, but your heart will remain in you forever…
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Just finish changing music at blog. wanted to put Chinese song but then, since nationalday coming so decided to put nationalday song first. those're the best among this years:) It's from 2001, 2003, 2006 and 2010. So damn tired! Sleeping now.
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